Machine Gun Kelly recently revealed that he attempted to suicide during a call with his wife Megan Fox.
Machine Gun Kelly who is originally known as Colson Baker is an American singer, rapper, musician and an actor who is renowned for his hip hop rap. Additionally, his recent documentary ‘Life in Pink’ is released on Monday which focuses on Kelly’s mental health.
The documentary – ‘Life in Pink’
He opened up about his condition when his father passed away, his drug addiction, and the suicide attempt amid a call with his wife.
In 2020, Machine Gun Kelly lost his father, which he came to know from his neighbours.
He said, ‘I flew to my dad’s apartment to clear all this stuff out. I had this really weird interaction with this neighbor who told me all these things I didn’t want to hear.’
‘That f***** me up even more because I couldn’t get closure on it. I wouldn’t leave my room and I started getting really, really, really dark’, Kelly added.
While the singer was facing wild paranoia, Megan Fox was shooting in Bulgaria. He said, ‘I kept getting paranoid that someone was gonna come and kill me. I would always sleep with a shotgun next to my bed, and like, one of the days, I just f****** snapped.’
Moreover, he added, ‘I called Megan, I was like, ‘You aren’t here for me, I’m in my room and I’m like freaking out on her and dude.’
‘I put the shotgun in my mouth and I’m yelling on the phone and like the barrel’s in my mouth. I go to cock the shotgun and the bullet as it comes back up, the shell just gets jammed. Megan’s like dead silent’, Kelly added.
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Also, his and Fox’s 12 year daughter came to him and expressed her concerns. He recalled his daughter say, ‘I want to like, be able to see in your eyes. I don’t want to like be talking to you through a veil anymore. ‘I want to like see you as my father’ and ‘I want to see you as my husband to be’,to him.
That moment he realised that he should stop taking drugs. In 2020, he commented that he’s staying committed to the art and throwing drugs away, during an interview for Interview Magazine.
Later, he also mentioned his wife Megan Fox as the sun to him, ‘like the one that I revolve around and gives me life and like helps me grow’.
